Have total faith in Swami's words, implicitly obey His commands. I do not misguide anyone at any time. Whatever I say is for your own good. Whatever I tell, whatever I do is good for you; not for Me. I do not have any work of My own. Everything is done for your sake. On no account, you should entertain the thought that I do not have love for you.
(SS - April 1999, Pg 102)